Life .......is it really complicated or we make it so?
It is said that Life is what you make of it............ But what i wonder is that i never wanted it to be complicated as it is now. I wanted a simple life with happy parents and siblings around. I never wanted to lose my dad. I never wanted us to go through the trauma we have gone through. It is said that there is light after the dark tunnel but i cant see it...........Time after time i see another hurdle to cross, another fight to win, another jungle to survive. Attaining Peace is like a dream for me. This trend has continued from childhood. I dun remember the last time i was really happy. All i remember is trying hard to get gud marks, gud college, gud job, gud guy. Even after achieving what u wanted, there isnt a feeling of happiness. The question is wat will make me happy....
I have come to the point where I have longed for happiness and love for so long that now even if i get it..........I FEAR IT.
It is said that Life is what you make of it............ But what i wonder is that i never wanted it to be complicated as it is now. I wanted a simple life with happy parents and siblings around. I never wanted to lose my dad. I never wanted us to go through the trauma we have gone through. It is said that there is light after the dark tunnel but i cant see it...........Time after time i see another hurdle to cross, another fight to win, another jungle to survive. Attaining Peace is like a dream for me. This trend has continued from childhood. I dun remember the last time i was really happy. All i remember is trying hard to get gud marks, gud college, gud job, gud guy. Even after achieving what u wanted, there isnt a feeling of happiness. The question is wat will make me happy....
I have come to the point where I have longed for happiness and love for so long that now even if i get it..........I FEAR IT.
