Life .......is it really complicated or we make it so?
It is said that Life is what you make of it............ But what i wonder is that i never wanted it to be complicated as it is now. I wanted a simple life with happy parents and siblings around. I never wanted to lose my dad. I never wanted us to go through the trauma we have gone through. It is said that there is light after the dark tunnel but i cant see it...........Time after time i see another hurdle to cross, another fight to win, another jungle to survive. Attaining Peace is like a dream for me. This trend has continued from childhood. I dun remember the last time i was really happy. All i remember is trying hard to get gud marks, gud college, gud job, gud guy. Even after achieving what u wanted, there isnt a feeling of happiness. The question is wat will make me happy....
I have come to the point where I have longed for happiness and love for so long that now even if i get it..........I FEAR IT.
It is said that Life is what you make of it............ But what i wonder is that i never wanted it to be complicated as it is now. I wanted a simple life with happy parents and siblings around. I never wanted to lose my dad. I never wanted us to go through the trauma we have gone through. It is said that there is light after the dark tunnel but i cant see it...........Time after time i see another hurdle to cross, another fight to win, another jungle to survive. Attaining Peace is like a dream for me. This trend has continued from childhood. I dun remember the last time i was really happy. All i remember is trying hard to get gud marks, gud college, gud job, gud guy. Even after achieving what u wanted, there isnt a feeling of happiness. The question is wat will make me happy....
I have come to the point where I have longed for happiness and love for so long that now even if i get it..........I FEAR IT.
I agree with you Ritu..Seriously this is a Dream for us to find Peace in this Fast moving so called modernised world.We have searched almost every site over the net to fins what can make us happy..but still empty Hands..
ReplyDeleteIf I write here do this , do that..it will just preaching thing.. I think noone in this world is Happy..so atleast what we can try is to make ourself comfortable with all odd and evens.as this is part of life..may be as Einstein type people says..if u stop worrying about something everything will be fine and seems small..lets atleast try for this..